DelMar07

Let me just say this- I do NOT give second chances. So why is it, that the few times I do people proceed to walk all over me? It makes me wonder, do people every learn? Do they ever really change and fulfill the promises that they say they'll keep? So when they say, "I'll never do that again." They decide to do something much worse. So technically they never did 'that' again. Oh God how stupid they sound. I don't really know if I'll ever be able to say that I'll trust the human condition. Because for some reason humans have this need to say something but not do it. And even though I think it'll change, it seems to me that it won't.

Move On. That's what it says. I think that through it all I've come to realize what needs to be. I've been struggling so long for an answer as to what to do and where I should go. And now I know. There's no where I need to go, I just need to go. It finally makes sense. It's not about where I end up, because as soon as I worry about that it all falls apart. I need to let go and I need to set myself free. I've been caged for too long and most of my life I've lived it in the style of others. Who am I but a simple robot like everybody else... I need to do this and discover who I am and what my purpose is. I may not find out, but I feel like eve

So maybe things aren't always as they seem. I find myself constantly learning and morphing to the world around me. I don't know who I am yet but I'm beginning to find out. I struggle to hold on to who I used to be but I soon realize that when things don't work out for me it's not what's out there that's the problem but in here that needs to looked at and worked on. You can constantly blame the world and universe for all your faults, but the truth is that if you want something, you have to get it not wait for it to fall into your arms like a gift from God. The true gift from God is the ability to attain that gift without his help. Truly where